Damage has been done and I’m STILL trying to figure it out. When I said before after her death I felt free and lost, I meant it. I do have the love and support that I need, but it’s not easy.
Bury That History Deep
Even to the end, the Stockholm Syndrome existed. But in all honesty, when she passed away, there was a sense of freedom. Freedom, but also feeling extremely lost.
Victims Aren’t We All?
I was only 15, she was 27. She, going through a divorce, me having issues at home. Two people with volatile, emotional situations looking for ways out, rules be damned.
The End of the Tunnel
The quiet moments are sometimes the scariest. The calm in between the hectic moments, or mindless ones.
My Own Hell…
“Do we allow this to ruin us, making our own hell, or do we use it, turn it into fuel that explodes the flames upwards like a phoenix rising from the ashes? Or do we become kings and queens of the ashes?”
Nobody Knows….
Anxiety, depression, OCD, low self esteem, and on, and on, and on. All this to feel free when in reality it made me a prisoner.
Hey, I’m only trying to find a new way
See what needs fixing and seek help if you need to. Life is so vast and can go so many directions. Just gotta find our way.
A Nobody Trying to be a Somebody
I was so young and didn’t know any better. The aftermath is real though. Instead of enjoying life, diving into my likes and talents, I let those things, and myself get in the way.
On The Wings of Angels
But today in the crowd you could feel the love. There was, to me anyway, just this vibe, a very heart-warming presence. Perhaps it was the spirits of all those souls. They were with us. I hope my father was watching as the ladies and I started on our walk.
Daycare Educators: Undervalued and Overlooked
I thank you for making it more like home, a place where our children feel happy and safe. Where they’re free to discover, to inquire and to learn new things each day as their lunch supervisor shows up out of breath and panting, just making it ahead of the bell, ready to greet her class with a smile and hugs.
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