Sometimes I contemplate my life and how it turned out. Did it turn out anywhere near what I thought it would? Absolutely not. Why is that though? Was it my fault, or was it just not meant to be? Was I a victim, left in a fog? Yes to all of the above.
A lot of time, talent, and life squandered. Is it too late? Sometimes I think so. People tell me it’s never too late. I don’t see myself becoming a rockstar or famous artist anytime soon . Nothing of real value. But wait…
Recently I saw a quote that said: “we repeat what we don’t repair”. Not sure who said it, but it struck me. I’m broken for sure, but what do I need to do? Start repairing myself. That is what we should do. Repair, replace, and possibly redo.
That’s what I’m looking to do, find my way on this new journey. Using the past to get me though now and into the future no matter how messed up. I struggle, but keep going.
Key is not to completely give up I suppose. Even through the depression and anxiety placed by past abuses. See what needs fixing and seek help if you need to. Life is so vast and can go in so many directions. Just gotta find our way.
Current listen: Devin Townsend – Hyperdrive
“Every day’s a new day, Hooray for love,
Hey I’m lonely, Trying to find a new way”
Photos are by Joel Rosario – All Rights Reserved
Guest Author Bio
Just a human trying to deal in this mad world. Allow me to share random thoughts and observations about my life and the commonality we all share as humans. Through music, quotes, etc.
Website: Resound and Rebel