So, made it through another week… barely. It happens. Two panic attacks and stress through the roof, but here we are. Circumstances may not always be perfect, but I’m alive and kicking, counting my blessings.
You know, with all this talk and all these thoughts that go through this head of mine, you think I would have my stuff together. So much time has passed. The complacency, laziness, too much comfort.
There’s this voice in my head that always seems to talk to me. You know the one… The one you talk to, try to reason with, bounce ideas off of. It always seems to guide, reason, and give me answers. Then why not listen? Maybe not only do I have mixed anxiety and depression disorder, I’m just plain crazy. Nah…
“Our bodies have five senses: touch, smell, taste, sight, hearing. But not to be overlooked are the senses of our souls: intuition, peace, foresight, trust, empathy. The differences between people lie in their use of these senses; most people don’t know anything about the inner senses while a few people rely on them just as they rely on their physical senses, and in fact probably even more.” ~ C. JoyBell C.
Sure, we are all humans, but also animals. Instincts, intuition, all kinds of not only physical attributes, but also mental and spiritual. I don’t think many think about that. I should, we should use that part of us more.
I know on the outside I have those who care, love, support, and want to see me succeed and be happy. Trust me, I appreciate it, but SELF… got to listen to self, lift mySELF up, and get mySELF over the goal line. Gotta crawl before you walk, walk before you run.
Current listen: Soundgarden – The day I tried to live”
“Words you say
Never seem to live up to the ones inside your head
The lives we make
Never seem to ever get us anywhere but dead”
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Joel Rosario
Just a human trying to deal in this mad world. Allow me to share random thoughts and observations about my life and the commonality we all share as humans. Through music, quotes, etc.
Website: Resound and Rebel
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